The Light Gap
WHATEVER…
Have you ever gotten so frustrated that you threw up your hands and shouted to God, Jesus, your soul or the Universe, WHATEVER!! It’s that piece of our humanity that sometimes wants to give up and allow whatever happens to just go ahead and happen! Sometimes that can actually be a good thing, but when said in anger and tears…that can be a whole different matter. Emotions that erupt like that usually have some pretty deep meanings letting us know we need to pay attention.
This clock sits in my kitchen window and has been sitting there staring at me every day as I do the dishes. It’s been there since I retired after 30 years of teaching. And that was back in June of 2010! The message is pretty clear just by looking at it, but for me the meaning has changed over the years. I had a moment this week when I pictured my brother’s face as he handed me the clock a few days after I had finally worked my way OUT of the classroom, giving away so very much and leaving behind as much for the next teacher to arrive! But, oh… I piled up way too much “stuff” that went into my car. My brother Bill always knew just the right words to say and the smile on his face that day was precious to me as he handed me this clock. His wise words simply fit the day. I can still picture it in my head…knowing that he is looking down on me all the time in love, and sometimes WORDS, that fill my heart at any given moment.
Letting GO of all the STUFF had freed me a bit to decide perhaps I COULD relax more. My heart and soul had been poured into teaching, but I still had a lot to learn about how to restore my HEALTH and use my NDE knowledge I had about healing. I did take a HUGE time away in our trailer, let Doug go to work and simply BE. But, of course, instead of relaxing too much I took a huge DIVE into Spiritual Literature! I had been reading SO many Dr. Wayne Dyer books and he was always pitching Dr. David R. Hawkins work. I began reading it all! Some I understood at the time and some were simply OVER my head at the time, but now I understand! 
I learned a great deal from this unbelievable teacher. I’m journeying back there for reasons only my soul knows for sure. I made mention of this man last week in my post. I had spent a great deal of time with one of his books after hearing him speak as Marj and I sat hearing his words in Chicago. We learned and we laughed…he had such an incredible sense of humor. That book was Power VS Force:The Hidden Determinants of Human Behavior. That book was published originally in 1995 and my copy was republished in 2002 by Hay House after David Hawkins finally met Dr. Wayne Dyer and found out how MUCH he was promoting his work. After all these years, I would re-read this one in a heartbeat.
Today as I hold the book, I ALWAYS go to the page where his Map of Consciousness on page 68-69 lays out the groundwork for understanding the energy fields of consciousness, and how they live in our daily lives through each and every emotion we have matching the frequencies that connect with our planet Earth. But, today I simply opened to where my soul led me and I opened to Page 209. The chapter is titled, Physical Health and Power. I shouldn’t have been surprised.
“The effect of alignment with principle is never more striking than it its physiological consequences. Vibrant health follows alignment with high-energy attractor patterns; alignment with weak patterns results in disease.” Pg. 209 Power Vs. Force
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experience this week reminded me of one of Dr. David R. Hawkins books that had been published the same year of his death. It was only a few years after I retired that David R. Hawkins died on Sept. 19, 2012. Letting Go:The Pathway of Surrender had evidently been totally ready for publishing when he died. His wife published it. After all of these years, how can I explain how this book and the teachings of Dr. David Hawkins healed me after great health difficulties which were actually instrumental in why I retired when I did! I have so many stories of how his stories of his OWN healing…helped MINE in such incredible ways. As all of you know from our book, I not only healed, but I THRIVED after that in such incredible ways! As I write these words, all of the memories come flooding back.
“To understand how all of these healings can come about-some of them verging on the miraculous-we have to revise many of our thoughts about bodily processes, the mechanisms of healing, and how medical treatments bring about their results. It was discovered that there is a self-healing power within that is activated by continual surrender.” Pg. 311 Letting GO
This time reading the book gives me new hope. This time I am coping with realities of my own life that keep me going. I am alert for HOW to SURRENDER into my life today that is very different living as a CARE giver for the love of my life.
But wait…another book from Dr. David R. Hawkins’ wife… stay tuned. I love it already and I’m only about half way through!! My Journey of Light with Dr. David R. Hawkins: Life and Lessons with My Husband and Teacher by Susan Hawkins. Marj and I are both reading this along with our Spiritual Circle Group and we can’t wait to talk about it all! This amazing woman lived an incredible life with her husband and every one of us has benefit to listen and understand a life that was meant to change us all!
So beautiful! And so apropos to your life. You are off the chart in your level of consciousness! Your spiritual path is serving you well, Terry, as well as everyone who is fortunate enough to be in your circle. Thank you!