From Pain and Anxiety to Health and Energy

“What if we can create health in our bodies?”

During my Near-Death Experience I had absorbed amazing unconditional love along with a message about self-healing. I gained tremendous knowledge meeting shamans in the Amazon, High Andes of Peru, Costa Rica and Kenya. I was like a sponge for healing information. They were preforming miracles. I was constantly asking questions as I absorbed knowledge. They were using deep meditations, music, chants, and natural medicines. Shamans totally believe they CAN heal! Belief is critical.

I had been in great health until 2006. I became extremely ill. It started with my heart sending alarming messages. I started having “events” of pain that were excruciating. They began in the head, moved to my chest, then abdomen and eventually when the pain started to subside, my whole right side would go numb; my arm, hand, and leg, and foot. It took about 8 months of getting continuously worse before doctors came to a diagnosis; hemiplegic migraines also called Complex Migraines. All of my records and tests were sent to Mayo clinic because doctors originally thought it was MS. I was taking heavy doses of beta-blockers, statins, anxiety medications, pain meds, daily aspirin, and others. My emotions were unbelievable. I was frightened, sad, angry, anxiety driven and very sick. My body’s organs were being attacked.

My thoughts were totally conflicted. WHY is this happening? Will I have a stroke or heart attack? Did I somehow cause this? My spiritual life was soaring, Marj my constant mentor. BUT, I believed doctors when they told me I’d be living with this. Family history led me to believe I’d have a heart attack or stroke. TV ads didn’t help at all!

I’ll never forget the day in my daily meditation when I felt and heard this popping noise and it frightened me. I didn’t know what it was. But, after that I heard the message loud and clear. “Terry, you know how to heal, get up and DO IT!” I did know, there was an inner wisdom that began to surface every day. Marj would be right there with just the right books or programs like Meditation as Medicine, Healing Codes, and Tapping. Thoughts flew in, do yoga, meditation, chanting. READ about wellness, remember how shamans healed patients. I was doing it all. Inner medical intuition was working well in me.

Looking back, I now know how and why I healed. Working with my neurologist was key to going off of all meds. He was shocked at how quickly I was doing better. The whole journey is in chapter 6 of The Light GAP. The steps are complicated and it was hard work. I had to let go and surrender old beliefs and uncover negative embedded emotions in my body. I am now giving workshops to help people understand the process and how deep prayer in meditation can send positive emotions connecting your heart and brain. Telling my NDE story and my healing journey out loud brought total inner peace.

Stay tuned, more to come! Love yourself unconditionally…and YES, we can create wellness in our bodies!